haven't felt this way in a long time

it's true. i seldom get depressed. but when i do, it hits hard. i hate to go all emo now, but i think this is a good place for me to let it out.

the past weekend was fabulous and draining. i had good company. no, make that great. think: i had someone to hang out, relax and laugh together with, and talk about anything from crappy to everything else. someone who was perpetually there to support me. someone whom i've known for almost a quarter of my life. someone whom i'm sharing a very strong friendship with.

since coming to michigan, i've become so used to fending for myself that i've forgotten what it's like to have friends from back home. i've stopped missing and thinking about people in my life. i've been too far away from them. when last weekend (and the special visit) came upon me, i never expected it to be this significant. i never expected anything other than some casual chatting. i never expected to be so emotionally tied up after the entire thing.

on the bright side, home is only two weeks away. after the two big fat reports due tomorrow and three more exams in the span of five days, i'll be homefree. and right now, i can't wait, more so than ever.

and to that someone, i'll see you in two months. ;)