rant no. 2

sunday, a day to hang out with pals and just chill. maybe have a nice meal, chat over a cuppa, or play a few rounds of pool. not unless your pals are busy with other things in their lives.

today i hang out with guan ming. but someone was conspicuously missing. "who?" you may ask. i'll point a damning finger at jason. hey brother, what's up with you? before getting into a relationship, you were all sad, depressed, miserable and lonely. you pined for your crush. guan ming and i would just sit and listen to you ramble about how much you feel for her. i'm not insensitive. i know what it's like. that's why i sat through it and comforted you time and again.

but now it seems some things have changed. you're in a relationship, but not with the girl whom you were besotted with. (at one point or another, we all accept that in life you don't always get what you want.) we don't meet up so often, mostly due to you being 'busy'. now you're just sad, depressed and miserable. lonely, no more. however, your problems are far from over. yes, relationships aren't always smooth-sailing, but is it necessary for you to create these problems that you are dealing with? you're in a relationship man. it's time to grow up and take some responsibility. stop putting the blame on your feelings or some shit like that. move on brother. quit being so moody. if you DO wanna be moody, can you at least act the part? a little tip: wear shades of grey and listen to Nine Inch Nails. shove all that boyband crap down the toilet.

and if you truly and utterly wanna meet to catch up, stop pretending that you wanna meet up oh-so-often during our dates and try to actually set up dates. the fact is, i've tried asking you out for at least two weeks with you telling me that your weekend's fully booked. without sounding pretentious, i have to say things have changed since your relationship started. i do envy happy couples sometimes. but i don't hate them. i just can't figure you out. if you've got something on your mind, would it hurt to let it out and at least enlighten me? in all honest truth, you're starting to piss guan ming and i off really badly.



so much that while playing pool today, we dedicated extremely poor shots to you. "oh, there goes another low hui huang shot!" i don't wanna lose a true friend. i hope that you initiate a little reflection on your part when you read this.